was looking for and applying for jobs but then it was making me too depressed so now i'm just doing nothing at all and lying on the floor and trying to think of a single thing i could do for a living that i wouldn't hate after a single day
i don't think i'm good enough at ____, so i'll get a bit better then look for work --> i'm a bit better now, but i don't think i'm good enough at _____, so i'll get a bit better then look for work --> i'm a bit better now, but i don't think …