tehfraga @Tehfraga@tiny.tilde.website

Rather than pay random movers...anyone know of decent folks who provide moving services going from #Portland #Oregon to #Eugene #Oregon? #Moving #movingservices

Hi, I’m panicking a lot right now.

HAHAHA ANXIETY!!!!!! Ugh.

‼️ @archangelic has been offered an amazing job and her salary will be double what she makes now. We may actually get to be out from under the poverty line for the first time in a long time. Once this new job starts we shouldn’t need donations anymore. We need grocery money and funds to move now, tho. She’ll get a $3k bonus after 30 days to cover moving to Eugene from PDX. For now we are beyond strapped, tho. $surviveandthrive on square cash and venmo. Tehribbit at gmail on PayPal.

Ho.ly.fuck.yall.

My pain just amped up hella hard. I’m sitting in our car waiting for Mal to finish her work thing and I am really struggling with pain and anxiety. Ugh. The two hour drive to get here didn’t help and we have a two hour drive back home.

In Eugene for a work thing for @archangelic and like, because of my ocd I don’t wanna talk much about why we’re here, BUT please send all your good vibes, prayers, lit candles, etc our way. And if you can help me to buy a med cartridge, I would be so grateful! They can be up to $68 depending on the strain and such, I try to keep it as cheap as I can but it’s also the only medicine that helps my ideation. Thx!! $surviveandthrive on square cash and venmo. Tehribbit at gmail on PayPal.

Bros & non-bros, Once Upon A Time is the wildest show!!!!! JFC. I’m in season five currently and like every single episode I’m going “holy shit!!!!” Lol.

I woke up at like12:15, took am meds, took prn diazepam, took an rso capsule, took a couple hits of Chocolope from the vape, now vaping some purple kush, and might take some hits off the bong of harlequin before I leave for today’s appointment. My doc is gonna try to realign my tailbone externally and if that doesn’t work, internally. I am super not a fan of things in my ass. So I’m getting baked with the 👍🏽 from doc in hopes it loosens my muscles and calms me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7tX28xzOvQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqu4ezLQEUA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iy4cEW15SdE

Listening to as many versions/covers of In My Blood as Apple Music has and thinking about how stressed I am, how much I wish I could die and not have to deal with all of this bullshit, but also overwhelmed with fear of the unknown (the main reason I’d likely never actually kill myself.) I’ve felt like this off and on for days, maybe weeks now. But, you know, SSA thinks my mental illness is “not severe.” Drown in my blood motherfuckers!!